Over My Head;

I have made a post in so long hey.
I used to like, everyday but then I guess I got lazy and/or a life, perhaps?

One of alot of my mates friends Ryan Dodkin passed away the other day, it is terrible thing to happen to anyone. My deepest sympathy's go to his family and friends, I only met him like once or twice and he seemed like a great dude. It is a shame he passed away so long. It's hard watching all of my close mates become so affected by this but I know they'll pick themselves back up in no time. R.I.P

I have come to realize Sydney is where it's at. In such a short time, I've made some of the best of friends, and gotten closer to older friends I've lost in the past. These friends actually want to see me, make plans with me, everything. True friendship. I miss some of my old friendships in Newcastle, but clearly I've wiggled myself out of that loop.

I'm starting to get into the swing of singledom, and I don't mean that as I'm slutting around. I'm just used to it, comming home to a empty cold bed, all of it. I'm growing slowly acustomed to it, and I do enjoy the time on my own, though at times it does drive me insane and I need company, I've got Sydney for that.

I have cut down on smoking alot. I'm down to like 5 a day, which is a big step from like 30 a day or so. I do feel slightly more healthy, and these days if I go a day without, I loose sleep but I feel so much better. Alcohol is just taking its place more so then usual. I am uncertain wether this is a positive or negative thing. I'll keep you posted.

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