In Sincerity;

I miss you so much.
Ill never forget the times we spent together, hanging out at school, skipping class to go into town, smoke cigarettes out the back, find an unused classroom to hold our ever so infamous "hangman" games with alcohol.
We were an unstoppable force, you were my first friend when I entered high school and you accepted me for my differences, everyone saw us as a couple when we just saw it as a guy and a girl making the most of school life.
When I gained my crush on you, we dated for a few months and it all went to oblivion. My over neediness, clinginess, paranoid, over protective and ever so assuming mind, costed you your life and ill never be able to forgive myself for it, I know you would hate for me to blame myself, but I can't help it. Your anniversary is slowly approaching and, like always, I can't bear it. Unlike previous times, ill try not to drown my sorrows on your day, but damn it, you got me into alcohol in the first place!
It'll be 4 years since you passed away, you are my absolute everything. No one will ever compare.

Forever, always and more, ill love you.

R.I.P
15/11/2005.